Am I Normal ?

Who am i ?

Just another normal person in a normal atmosphere. Normal.......?? i used this word becoz things around are not normal i guess. I was happy to be a noob, i still am. No color sense, no clothing sense. I dun count a moment where i should laugh or smile and dun even count for how long i should keep those smiles or bursting laughs. Sophistication ain't in my character yet.
I just see things normally, but everything changes depending on the way i recite them (my surroundings) to my mind and my heart. At this stage the things dun remain normal anymore.

"Fine day. All heading towards their works. Children going to schools and colleges. I can see everything silent and i guess there is no fear. Hold on..!! Did i used the word silent ? Does it mean that pollution is controlled or population is at hold or news channel talking sense or we progressing smoothly or crimes are ended or some politicians are offended ? Oh no, sorry actually the stray dog who always used to sit and bark near my bench is dead.

Ok fine lets recite it again.

Fine day. All heading towards their works. Children going to schools and colleges. I can see everything ______ and i guess there is __ fear."

You all must be thinking why i left those specifications. Even i am confused, why. Ya i have to be coz i am normal(nub). Right ?

I closed my eyes and was thinking over some problems, Progress i guess. Opened my eye and just in fraction of seconds, can say more in a flash everything changed. Hold let me recite it to my mind and heart.

"Well i can see a lot of progress here. All people around me in Suits, Coats and Pants and some other funkies in their latest fashions. Everything is bright, sophisticated and clean.

But something is missing.... what it could be ? Hmmm..... Hey did i said Clean ?
Clean ? Why clean ? Just because there are no beggars, poors or normal nubs around ?
Lets do it one last time please(yay yay i am confused noob).

I can see lot of progress around. Too much richness around. No poor, no less qualified around. Dustbins full of mess rather good and rich mess, doesn't matter, it will remain mess.And yeah dead body of that stray dog is still lying near the bench with a lot of flies on it and fragrance of rose* (hope you all know how dead body stinks). People who used to walk nearby the bench always have changed their path or have bought oxygen masks. I can see a lot of progress."


Till now half people would have conducted and strengthened their views on me. But its half of the story(believe me i am yet more mad inside).

"Some of my friends say i am depressed and i need a psychiatrist. Yes i do coz i can't change my mind i guess. Some say you can't see peace around because you are not peaceful from inside.

Ya ya but i am sorry i can't sit on a heap of stinky garbage and say i am getting fragrance of rose(now you know its meaning i hope) inside. Coz i don't want to fool myself, rest you all can."


Story continues now.........

I closed my eyes again and was thinking for a change. And when i opened my eyes i was surprised to see no change at all. All were wearing those old but expensive suits and funky outfits. I was able to see a hell lot of progress but sadly mess and that friend's dead body is on same place. And finally when i got time out of this thinking, i founded myself to be a chosen one. I differed from other people in my outfits too. Wow. The same old normal dress, but this time i had my visions saying something else. I was able to see a broom lying nearby. Now i know what i am and i beg to differ, i see normal people around now coz i am different, i am a cleaner. Someone who will slowly but surely clean the environment around coz i still can't sit on a heap of stinky garbage and say i am feeling fragrance of rose inside. A proud SWEEPER is what i am now and unlike you all i am not a part of this category of normal nubs.