Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Only You........

Was sittin up high and ruling the world
saw a gal who was crying inside and fooling the world
still acting up hard with her broken soul
too soft inside but acting up bold
had fallen for her , n fallen so deep
she was only thing that i wanted to keep
i gave her my my smile and gave her my crown
but she back stabbed me and now em all down.

Then u came up,came up as a friend
gave me a reason to smile n a reason to stand
u made ur way through my crying heart
i thought u will stay and pains will depart
i took out my heart and spoked it to u
u apologised hard to continue through
and added "still em here ,always for u"
"but still em here,always for u"

But hope u dun mind if i'll cry up for u
waitin throughout and dying for u
em gonna loose and that is all true
but gal now em sure, i'll b waitin up for u
and i'll be waitin, jus for u.............

Still Here


Angel

If i were to choose a gal,
it would be surely out of world.
coz mayb i know what you are,
you are an angel meri yaar ;)

If i were to steal a thing,
then it would be a diamond ring
but, dunno how to use it yaa...r
will u wear it for me kya ? ;)


Now, confession is on air,
wanna show how much i care
but can never let u know,
coz i dun want u to go.....

But, something has ended down
i have ended up as a clown
coz what i never wanted to show
someone had already let u know :|

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Is it just loosing or another tact of winning ??

There was a kid who was a total failure. He used to fail in all the classes and still tried hard and passed many classes at second attempts. One day just like other days he failed again but he was smiling. Watching him smiling at his failure someone came to him and asked why don't you stop studying if you fail so much. The child listened it and replied with a calm smile : "No one love to fail in his/her life. I know i can't study well and even if i will complete my schooling i will only go for business as i could never be a scholar or someone who would be able to become a good engineer or doctor. But i keep on fighting ahead because i don't want to show this rude and mean world that i am weak inside, i won't let them laugh on me. So i fight and move ahead for my next failure to win again."

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Madness

A sculpter carved a beauty.A beauty so surreal.Painted it with colors so natural, pure and real.I felt in love with her at first sight.I went to see her everyday, she always had same clothes with her, i felt she is not rich.But my love don't see any riches or poors.Sometime laters i tried talking to her and got no reply from her , i thought she was deaf.I never even saw her speaking anything, i thought she was mock too.I learnt sign language.Tried explaining her things but no replies from that side.I thought she was blind too.But my love for her was still pure and true.Never had the power to touch her as i always felt my hands were too dirty to touch her.Days passed by , people near by thought i was gone mad but i don't care , all i had in my mind and heart was she.After somedays rains and storms came,that statue was broken, i went to see her and was shocked to see no blood inside her, no heart too.I was so afraid and shocked, my heart started beating with double speed i felt my heartbeats going high.Then i thought how pure her love was for me that she gave her heart to me.And i blamed myself for her death as i was never able to explain her my love and didn't even gave my heart to her when she needed it.
I still feel guilty for her death as it all happened because of me.Now i decided to spent whole of my life near her ruins. Because i can't even end up my life too as now i have to take care of her heart.People here still call me mad.I think i have got a new word for my love. Madness..........