I dream but not of love anymore

You are forever buried in a blanket of darkness,
Your name will be a lasting curse to me.
Hell shall take over your earthly goodness
Such a lie, and you made my tears a memory...

Promises you gave which never reached heaven
Yet I craved every damn pictures of bliss
You left my heart in total unbearable burden
You poisoned me with your last kiss...

What you did, to me was so foreign
Yet I believe you had a reason...
I still feel my tears...despite all the rain
Now I know..for you to deceive...I was chosen

Now it's over and you leave me with open eyes
Tears rage down with hymns of lore
I still think of you despite your disturbing lies
I dream but not of love anymore...

I dream but not of love anymore
I close my eyes but now these visions restore
I try not to dream of you anymore
But helpless as I watch the frozen moments grow
I try not to feel your touch anymore
But it’s useless now as it is very deep to the core

I dream but not of love anymore ….....

CENSORED PAINS

To forget someone is easy , to ignore is hard,
its like holding your own heart and cutting it into parts.
To chisel your skin until you can see bones,
walking barefooted on spines,broken mirrors and fine stones,
Cutting one of your vein and see every drop of blood getting waste on the floor,
Putting red chillies over your wounds that it may hurt more and more.
Biting your own tongue till blood comes out of it,
then regularly drinking something hot that you may burn every bit.
Mark cuts on your body and go out in snow,
to feel the cold act of pain that you never know.
The pain penetrates inside in such a way that the skin,bones and even soul may creech,
thats the limit this pain sometimes reach.
Yes forgetting someone is easy but to ignore is hard,
hurts inside like you are winner and there is no one to regard or reward.
Guess what it takes to live with so much stress and strains,
These are some of my Censored Pains.

Friends whom i left far behind

As I sat here through my tears

I look back on all the years

Games we lost and won

The prom where we had so mch fun

Having fun with great laughter

We all lived happliy ever after

I can never take back those days

and now its too late

Make an amends with

old best friends

We will be friends forever

Amigos, buddies, pals

Where you are, I’ll be

No matter how many miles

We will be friends forever

No matter how many mistakes you or I make

Because as long we are friends

There’s nothing we couldn’t take

We will be friends forever

No matter where we’ll be

Because when we leave one another behind

You’ll be in my heart all the time

We will be friends forever

No matter how old we are

Because when you’re friends forever

You’ll never be too far
For now I say ,from today til forever

Goodbye to all that came my way.

AM THE KING ! -- BY RAJJI